new idea

I have decided that I need to develop my writing skills more, that is to say, must be more creative about the way I write. So! from now on this will be the space where my brilliant jibberish is written. It won't be so hard because...I still have to write on here, so I will simply take advantage of it and actually write something worthwhile...writing, reading? whatever.
It is friday night and it hit me today that yes I will be turning 19 and it is oh so exciting! actually...I have to confess, I got excited about it because I went shopping for my twin sister's bday present and I really really want to give it to her, I truly cannot wait til sunday because I know she will love it. I am also very excited (might sound sad) that I will only share it with her and my parents, I truly cannot think of any better way of spending this day than to spend it with the people I truly love, instead with people I don't really like or have no desire to spend time with. Being away from friends is hard... it is so evident to me that my high school friends are the most important friends I have made (counting the ones in mexico) the people I have met so far that coudl be potential friends...I don't nearly spend enough time with or have managed to annoy the heck out of me to the point where I can't even look at them because they put me in a bad mood. I, however, am willing to change this. I refuse to change for the bad (does that make sense?) I just refuse to be a bad person or to be put in the position where I feel like a bad person, but anyway
enough for tonite!