I feel so overwhelmed, like nothing that I do is actually paying off. It kind of feels like I am putting so much time into everything that I do, and I try to be so good about having time for everything and I am trying so hard to learn and have fun and do things because I want to do them not just because they are required, and in the end nothing works out! I feel like this semester is just being so hard on me and like there is so much ahead of me that I am just not ready for. I know that I should not compare myself to others, and I tend to be very confident about the things I do but recently I feel like I am not creative enough, or talented enough, or skilled enough, yet I try so hard to do things right, and I just don't see any rewards for it.
ps. Its not all that bad, I just really miss him.
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