Sunday, October 22, 2006

hoooolaaa

Soo...this is the first stressful weekend I have had since the beginning of the semester and I believe it is worthy of noting because well...I have to start complaining some time right??? It's actually not that bad because I enjoy all the work that I do but, its just too much at once! I think we are bad planners, we always manage to pile a huge amount of work at the same time and assume that we can get it all done when really...its too much! Im getting there though. This test I have tomorrow is stressing me out, kind of, because, I have no idea what it is going to be on.
I have pictures, not right now because I still have to download them unto my computer but, soon, I will beautify this blog with pretty pictures.
There is too much in my mind and in my heart and in my soul, I wish I could just brush it all off but, its one of those things that...you know when ppl tell you, don't think of pink elephants, what do you think of? PINK ELEPHANTS!
and so...I guess its not even worth mentioning anymore, because well...it can get me in trouble and I don't have time or the mind frame for trouble anymore....it kind of feels like opression doesnt it Ana? (this is me thinking outloud) And so, what do wise people do when they can't yell at the world when they are hurting...they practice yoga! :)
anyway, I want to let the world know how much I love my parents and admire their desire to live like there is no tomorrow. I discover everyday that they were meant for each other, no matter how much they fight and the bad memories we may have of the past, they are too good together to be apart.
I am oh so excited for tonight! It's my very first bridal shower (of my actual friends, not my mom's) and yay! its good to be pink, its good to be a girl, it gives us the privilidge to celebrate life in great great fun ways. And its kind of exciting, its like...one of the good things about growing up and be part of, its hard to exlpain but it makes me smile.

"Do you remember telling me you found the sweetest thing of all
You said one day this was worth dying for
So be thankful you knew me at all."

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