Its not so much that I am starting to love, perhaps I always liked these things. I just never paid much attention to them and now I am. You know its funny how, there are different levels at which we can like things. Im not really sure that makes sense, but I don't want to be one of those people that lives stuck in the past. I know too well that life doesn't work that way. The world doesn't stop for us to come back to the past. I like noticing the "new things." And, it doesn't mean I am changing or replacing the past, I am simply growing. There is nothing better than realizing just how it is we grow, just how we let others into our lives and just how we can make a difference in someone's life.
I don't know why recently I've been having such a hard time explaining myself, or getting people to understand what I am saying. I used to be much better at explaining myself, don't know what happened. Must have something to do with the loosing everything and being so forgetful.
Do you ever have those days where you just smile at yourself and think to yourself, damn, i am nearly perfect? Its not to sound arrogant at all, really, its everything but arrogance, its confidence, its being at one with yourself and accepting yourself for who you are. Its not letting the damn fears get in the way. I am working on those fears. There of course, is no perfect, I've established that many times.
Oh how blessed I am to know that no matter how gloomy the day can get, I am looked after, I am lucky enough to always have your presence here with me. :)
It's so funny how simple things can bring such joy to our souls. at least to me, and I am sort of beginning to see the light after such a long time of "hardships" which seem oh so silly now. But, simply looking out the window makes me smile. Eating grapefruit makes me smile. A line from a song makes me smile. Feeding squirrels and eating chocolate (not at the same time) makes me smile.
Im hoping for a good week. Im hoping that I can get done everything that I need to get done and do it right because oh boy, do I have stuff to do!
I kind of wish I had a picture for y'all but...I don't. next time.
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