when you start running really really fast because you have to be somewhere and you have no time, and as you run you feel like you cant breath and like all the muscles in your body contract so that you can't move and then it feels like all your organs shrink and breathing makes them hurt, as if they were trying hard to expand with each breath, yet it hurts, so you can't inhale as much air as your body really needs, but you must keep running, and it feels like with each new step you could collapse or hurt a part of your body, and then you legs start to shiver and then your head starts to hurt, and then you feel it in your heart, every breath hurts your heart, every leap hurts your heart, but you can't stop, do you know what i'm talking about? the worst is when you are not moving at all, and you feel all this.
I drove for a really long time this morning, I just drove and drove, and then I slowed down so that my trip would last longer, I think I was hoping to find something new, something I've never seen. I was going over a bridge ( i have a favorite bridge, its in shelby township) and this car pulled over and I so desperately wanted to pull over too and ask that person, are you ok? do you need my help, please say you need me, i'll do anything to help, but i kept driving.
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