mmmmmmm

i am so full of excitement and I have my dreams and hopes soooo high up right now
I hope I dont fall down from the cloud im stepping on.
I don't like getting the impression that I am being stereo typed or judges for being or looking a certain way. It worries me that perhaps this world will never change and that it is in our nature to be judgemental or critical of other people, yet where does that lead us? does it not seem like the never-ending cycle?
Maybe we were made like that for a reason, because I am vulnerable to being stereo typed, and I am very...extremely aware of that, I tend to think that I don't act in such a way, and truly a lot of the time, I don't. Those sorts of feelings and mal-intentions are not part of me. I tend to think that people that may find themselves in my situation also feel the same way, that they could not possibly go and judge someone else, because they themselves are being judged by somebody else.
Yet, if this is still making sense, that is not true, there is a bigger force that pushes us to fall into making the same mistakes, perhaps assertions.
baaah, i had a point, i dont know where this is going... to be continued...some day
i shall go give myself a facial and fix my manicure
someone arrives tmw!!!