finally things are changing

I like Dido, I think that if I were to write a song, I'd write what she has already written, therefore I'll leave it up to her, but, those songs of hers are like the pieces of a puzzle to my current thoughts.

when you know, you know, and if you don't know, you've never known, period.
I had a revelation the other day, crazy I know, but I totally did and I love these moments because it's when I realize that for being human and a smart human that is, it is amazing that I don't see the things that are right in front of me and how absurd it is not to notice but then again, I have read 3 books in the past 2 months, so I feel smarter, I'd like to think these books have helped my mind be more active and... thoughtful???
Also, being born on February 19th creates a problem, I dream too much. I could spend endless hours dreaming of the 'almost- perfect life' (at this point in my life, I don't believe in the perfect anything, maybe later on I will, it creates another internal dilemma and I would go ahead and explain it but ehh...I don't feel like it today.) anyway, I forget the difference between reality and dreaming. I think I need to create a balance of reality and dreaming, I don't think dreaming is a bad thing, but, man kind has not yet found a formula to stopping time and before you know it, a lifetime could have gone by in dreaming instead of taking action to make those dreams come true. I think so far, my only problem with dreaming, is that other people, don't dare to dream as much, or even dream at all! And so, I'm forced to turn and start dreaming somewhere else.
What it ALL comes down to in the end is... do you ever feel like you are being looked after by someone, or something (whatever you may believe in) but like there is someone watching your every step so that you don't fall and if you do, so that you analyze why you fell and learn the lesson? I do.