Tuesday, September 05, 2006

change of plans

I was gonna write this letter to myself about how I should not let stress or fear get in the way of my learning and how I need to love myself and care for myself before I care for others. It was also going to be about thriving and not getting stuck but finding things were I can develop my skills and grow as a person.
Screw that though, it all goes through my head day and night and I think I'll be ok, I don't think I need to be reminded of that. I really really feel excited about my tues. thurs. classes and I'm hoping I feel the same about mon. wed. classes.
Somebody took my wallet! give it back! I hate you! because of you I couldn't sit down today to just rest, I was all over the place, trying to find it and the worst worst part is that my coca-cola key chain was in there! give it back!
... I wonder if it's bad karma, I really need to start yoga again.
I then went to get my hair cut, it was really fun and the lady kept on telling me how gorgeous my hair is and how happy she was to be able to cut it. She was really nice, it made me wish I were a hair stylist, like I could totally do it... maybe I will.
I feel like everybody in school looks so much older now. We are no longer the scared intimidated freshmen, it's like we all believe we belong there, yet there is soooo much to learn, and I don't feel older or wiser, if anything I think I want to stop myself from feeling all that.
I'm definitely finding myself, what I really want to do and that's a good feeling.
I had nothing to do this afternoon, I had to fill out this quiz and If everybody on Earth lived like me we would need 4.3 planets and my total footprint number on this number is 19, i dont know what that means but I like number 19
I'm eating a peach
and im gonna go get cookies and milk now and get fat yay!

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