too much eye make up

Last night was my first outing of my sophmore year and it was fun! I was soo exhausted but it was definitely good to go out get some fresh air and dance a little. I got to see all the people that I met last year when I first moved in, they are all part of the latino community here at Michigan. I love being part of this community its so great that a whole year could go by without us seeing each other and still feel soooo damn happy to run into each other again! And of course, we have good music. I got to wear my very new funky shoes and they are absolutely the most comfotable high heels I have ever worn. I then came home and you know what I hate about make up??? It does not come off! you have to scrub at your face for it to come off and it still won't! I love being girly and putting on make up and looking pretty but I don't want to have dark circles around my eyes because the mascara wont come off! what to do what to do????
Well, don't worry if it doesn't come off entierely, the next day, you don't have to bother about eyeliner or mascara! and that way you sleep more (especially when the alarm clock doesn't go off and you wake up 5 min before you are supposed to be out the door) and you keep your eyelashes healthier!
I went to Findlay Ohio today. It is out in the nowhere, all farms and tiny little town but it was fun. We went to visit some friends that live there and they have 3 kids, one that is 9 years old, one is 4 and one is 8 months old. They are amazing kids, sooo smart, so outgoing and so mature for their age. Their family moves around alot and the 9 year old girl reminds me soo much of me when I was her age. I so wanted to tell her, in ten year my dear, you'll be soo mature and so smart, I think I admire you already. I got to put the 8 month old baby to sleep and although she scratched my neck and it looks like a cat attacked me, I thought she was precious, she let me put her to sleep and you always hear, women have maternal instincts since birth, I never actually believed it, especially me, but it made me think, I could do this, I want to do this, in the future having a baby will be the best thing that could ever happen to me.
I also went to a cave, well cavern, I've never been to one before and they talked about all the stuff I learned in earth science this summer so it was kind of interesting, but then again not really...still I've been there.
I still have to arrange my closet and dresser, ahh!!
It's all good though, I think it will be good this year.