after classes are over

What happens? Am I automatically supposed to forget about the tension and stress and constant need to do something. I can't seem to do it. It is the saddest thing but I can't seem to enjoy the free worry-free days I have suddenly been granted. For some reason I feel like I am wasting time, on the other hand, I do not wish to do anything but sleep.
Out of the blue I developed a tooth infection, it's really not that severe I mean the pain was not unbearable and now that I have been put under penicilin and motrin around the clock, I don't even feel it. I will tell u a secret, I am terrified of dentists. I have this awful fear of them and the worst is when they make you come back to their office. Why can't they just do everything they need to do for you, in one day! like seriously!!! Anyway I have my appointment tomorrow, we'll see how that goes.
My boyfriend was here friday and saturday. It was so nice, we did absolutely nothing (one of the side effects of the medicine is drowsiness, terrible drowsiness) and we just enjoyed each other's company. We walked around town endlessly, that we did! it was so nice outside and we layed down on the grass and bought bubble stuff, to make bubbles u know, and made bubbles, it was soo much fun. He walked up to one of the many beautiful trees with white flowers on them and cut a flower and gave it to me, so now, everytime I walk by that tree I feel like crying. Since I am going to Mexico, I won't be able to see him for a really long time and it brakes my heart. I know it's not possible, but, my biggest fear is that we will drift apart being so far away from each other and not talking to each other in days. I hope time flies by because I am at my happiest when I am with him. Yesterday was our anniversary, one year and 4 months and it still feels like the first date, its the best.
I've been watching lifetime the whole afternoon. Going to church to the spanish service with loud annoying crying babies really put me in a bad mood. I know it sounds mean but really, a million babies crying at one time gets on my nerves.
so lifetime, for some odd reason...entertains me!