being home

My dad has given up all hope of me learning to drive a stick car and has now allowed me to drive the other cars (non stick) and its like I have discovered a new world again, I absolutely love driving non stick cars! I bless the person who decided to make them and sell them! they are lovely. I refuse to see it as failure, not being able to drive a stick, it just isn't for me. It was very nice of my dad to let me drive instead of me sitting here without doing anything.
I did clean my room and re-settled to my house. Although, it actually is more like...i settled for the first time because I haven't actually lived in this house at all. It is really very new to me, I think I wan't to plant flowers, make it more of my house, for some reason planting flowers makes me feel like I could feel more attached to this house. I like my room, it looks good, its missing a desk though, it could really use a desk...by the window. I am most proud of my closet, it looks good.
I have also given in to the power of Cha-cha. Since it is the only thing my parents do, no joke, I have now learned an entire cha-cha routine. I can see why they like it though, it is really fun and the both really get into it. They were trying to teach me and they corrected me as if they were the cha-cha masters. It's ok though, I learned and i was congratulated by the cha-cha masters for being a quick learner. It kind of felt like they had forgotten about all those years of dance technique and dance classes that they have been paying for. They're the kind of parents that are there, but not really, they watch, but they don't get too involved. I kind of felt like telling them, of course I'm good, dance has been my life for my entire teenage years, what do you expect, where you not there?, not in a mean reproach kind of way, I am too old for that, but in a, give me some credit and look at what I can do, which you should be proud of. I don't blame them though, they have been through many changes. As long as they enjoy together dancing, I'll just smile and nod my head and learn a step or two.
I went to get a haircut today, when it comes to my hair, I love getting the 40 dollar hair cuts, I really do. I got a 10 dollar haircut, the most awkward thing ever! I mean it isn't bad, but they don't even blow dry your hair!!! ah! how!!
it's ok though, saving money is important,
I applied to like a million jobs, I really hope someone hires me! please!