i didnt post yesterday

So, i decided I would post twice today. Also, I'm in writing mode I have been writing paper since 2 pm with a one hour break but now I am done. I just have to go back and make sure it makes sense. I hope so because I don't feel like changing that much. I really want coffee and I already had some today and I never want coffee, I'm just really craving it, but, I'm not doing it, not unless someone else pays for it for me.
Anyway, I'm soooo glad that paper is more than half way done, edit, finish biblio and turn in, so relieved.
I really want to write because last night, the wonderful amazing professor Kathy Horn invited her cfc class from last semester to dinner and although not everybody was able to go, a lot of us did and it was sooooooooo much fun. I really have no other way to say this but this woman is the motherfucking shit! Not only did she have an amazing amount of food for us, she showed us her house and the artwork she owns, she talked to us like she is one of our best friends and shared so much of her life with us. She is so genuine and classy and sophisticated, if u ever have the chance to meet her and talk to her, i am confident you will feel the same way. We all seriously worship her. We seriously stayed at her house for like 4 hours and did not want to leave. She is always so motivating and friendly. I had not laughed as much as I did yesterday night, in a really long time, this woman is truly amazing and it was so refershing to be in the presence of someone who is so worldly and so educated.
One more thing, I don't know if this is true for everybody, but, I am not perfect, I have every right to not do so great in tests or projects, just like everybody else, I have good stuff and amazing stuff. It is not a bad thing that people find others motivating or inspiring or that we strive to work as hard and somebody else does. It however, is terrible to want to always compete with such a person. It bothers me to know that this person who shall remain unamed feels the need to compare herself to me no matter what and if she happens to get a better grade or if we happen to do the same on assignments, she finds the need to tell other people and put me down. It is even more bothersome when she pretends that she does no such thing. I don't care what kind of grades you get, I do not care to compete with you and I do not care to be compared to you, never have I cared, never will I care. People! just never do it.