Dear Blog

I miss you! I miss writing! out of all the people in the entire world, Me! I miss you. Quite truthfully, I am horrible at keeping in touch with people, I always promise to write and I never do, but with you blog, I always wrote back! it really became a habit and I began to appreciate the art of writing, something that had never happened before, so, I have decided to keep writing. Even though the whole concept of blogs is still an enigma to me, I will continue to do so. I find that I am going to have a lot to write about this summer and I wish to do so through the space I have available right now, which is my beloved you!
I walked home in the rain today, although i was soaking wet by the time i made it to the door, i enjoyed it. It reminded me of the spring days when I would go grocery shopping with my mom and we would get wet trying to get everything in the car and we would get home get everything inside, go change, make cafe con leche, and spend the afternoon arranging the pantry and making dinner. I think that a lot of times we get caught up in jealousy and frustration because we want what we can't have and it drives us insane. We all have good memories, simple memories, that we should cherish and that in the end make us who we really are. I think its important that we strive to keep those memories alive because they direct us to the real us and there is no better day than when you feel like you have found your true self. I am packing to go home, it isnt hard, I have had years of experience and I am a pro at it but there is so much that made this year such a good year and I feel like I am putting it all in a box andn putting it away. Perhaps its a cycle though, actually I think it is, we put experiences that we've lived in order to make room for new ones, not better ones, just new ones. I'm excited for the things to come, i just want to be able to make the best of them and do it for me, because I have fun with it, not for other people. THAT is my challenge for the months to come.