Friday, April 28, 2006

thoughtful

So, I am about to embark on this trip, that I have been waiting for...for a long time now and I am excited, I am thrilled in fact, I know that it will be very exciting and all.
I, however, am making a life changing decision, and for some reason I always feel like I have no time, like so much is expected of me, but, why the hell can't I do what I want? I'm really not worried or overwhelmed, I just like feeling secure on the things that are about to come and so far I do not feel that way. I just want to have enough time to do it all, and not think about the future, just now. And, I want a job, it's stressing me out that I can't find one.
For now, I am going to re-teach myself Pre-Calc. it will be great fun, no joke.

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